cos, life's a merry-go-round;

Monday, November 15, 2010

today, its just another day without you. no wait, its another day with you around, but your heart's not here anymore.

i wonder how long it'd take for everything to fall bak into place, just like how it was. when i close my eyes, all i remember is how we laughed together, crap together, go home together. but now, you're different. you're not the same. and your heart's definitely flown away.

piggy you're missed.

love, feminine.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

friday was just an awesome night out with weilun, the guy who's about to serve NS in a few days' time, aww! we met at marina square and caught a movie. wanted to watch IP MAN 2 but it was only left with the 2nd row from the front. so my wish came trueeee and we watched SHREK instead! he gave me that "you win already la" face when he bought the tickets, HAHA! i still cant believe we watched a cartoon instead! at the very least he the movie was entertaining and he didnt sleep :D after the movie he said he didnt regret it, so i was like YAY!

after that we walked to the DNA bridge at the marina bay area, and he was nuts! he kept walking in the middle of the bus lane and said the bus wont dare to ramp over him. i think he prolly had too much of Carl's JR's beef fries! overdose of it, HAHA! reached the bridge and i was amazed by it! it's so beautiful! those who are reading this and have not check out that bridge, i urge you to check it out NOW! a pity i didnt take some shots of the scenery ): but i'll always rmb it! the place's still a lil' dusty cos construction's still going on, but it's worth the go (:

went on and walked aimlessly, and the next thing we knew, we were at the CASINO! i'd never ever forget that! of course yes i cant enter but he can. he said he's not gonna pay hundred bucks and go in for a while only because i cant enter! but in the end we managed to get a FULL GLIMPSE of the inside of the casino. we were awed, totally awed! the shopping centre beside it was like

SHOPPER'S PARADISE FOR BRANDED STUFFS!

I LOVE THAT SHOPPING CENTRE! CHANEL'S like 2 levels, FERRAGAMO's so big a shop, BURBERRY! weilun said he wanted to tear the burberry's wall paper down and paste it in our houses! HAHA! i wouldnt disagree with that idea!
cabbed home with weilun around 11plus. he said he was worried that i'd have to go home alone, tho i reassured him that it was perfectly fine. wanna thank you for sending me home even tho you live so far yea!

it's just a night i'd never forget (:
hey big guy, if youre reading this, just wanna thank you for that day (: it'd have not been the same without you. happy chiong-sua-ing in NS :D

love, feminine.

Monday, May 10, 2010

had an awesome friday night out with girlfriend (:
met at PS and chatted non-stop. girl i miss you so terribly. caught up on most of her stuffs, cos right now my life's pretty stagnant. i mean, c'mon, other than studying and going out, it's studying and going out. but well, let's wait till after A levels (:
after chatting at starbuckkkkkks for an hour plus, we went to look for presents for her darling :D walked till my legs dropped. FOC items were a whole lotta fun and scary! gosh,i'll never forget the crazy heartbeats i had. hey girlfriend, you too aye! had macs for dinner, if you consider dinner at 10plus. HAHA! exclaimed how fattening it was so we shared one upsize mean, HOHO! i'll never grow fat with you around :D

mothers' day celebration yesterday was more like a glutton party, HAHA! had fun eating hakka food tho (: and dim sum! and fried fooddddd! HOHO!

all 3 H2 tutorials fall on the same day as usual. had 3 hours of physics tutorial in total, OMGGGGGG! the group work thingy for mcq questions was a super hilarious one! deborah, limmy and i went to present our answers together and we were blurrrrreeed by Mr Chua's questions. idk how to describe the scene, but it was purely hilarious xD you girls know why!

supposed to have lunch with sir before he heads back to camp. but cos of the extra lesson, didnt have a chance to. im sorry ):

talked to sze after school. we walked round and round the school like MANY MANY TIMES IM SERIOUS, and i saw minsoo(cute korean guy)! made fun of him cos he called me funny. he never knew FUN is my surname, he thought it's amazing, HAHA!

battery went flat in school): and i was hoping when i get home i'll receive your message.
im really sorry bout what i sent you this morning ): i totally misinterpreted your message, prolly cos i was feeling vexed. im sorry. you didnt use the f word for quite some time, at least while you were texting. so i knew i pissed you off really badly. GAHHH. and, the question you asked me last week, idk how to answer. but i wish the answer was a resounding NO, so i can get on with life. you've become more of like an addiction, HAHA!

CHEMISTRY SPA THIS THURSDAY! breatheeeee in breatheeee out!

love, feminine.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

awesome friday and saturday night :D
thank you LOVES, y'know who you guys are!

recharged for the remaining four weeks of school!
yayyyyyyyy!

&justin bieber's SINFULLY HAWT. and adorable!
htet, you made me love him more. dont be jealous that i love him more than i love you! cos you've got three lovers, ive only got one, HAHA!

love, feminine.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

was walking home today, the usual route, past by the usual places. guess it was the end of the school day for the afternoon session kids. crowded with kids, parents, grandparents, maids. practically everyone. as i was walking pass these kids, it occurred to me; what would they be like in 10 years time, just like back then when i was in primary school, and 10 years down the road so much have changed. outta those kids, how many will continue to have a heart to study, how many woud go astray, how many will be a graduate in the future? who would be the ones leading, contribuing to society? who would be the ones living off the welfare of the state?

we all started off from the same point, so what in life determines how different we are in the future?

i cant help but stop and ponder. as much as i can see in them the possibilities of who they'll become in the future, i thought and reminisce to the old days where we were in primary school. and as i look at how much we've all gone thru, how much we've changed, we've grown, i realised that life's an adventure, like a storybook which... might not have a satisfactory ending. and like what my GSC teacher said: " life is enjoying the process".

at this moment, i still cant describe how i feel when i see those kids and then look at ourselves, our batch, our generation. it's like something ongoing forever. when we were kids running home after school, those big sisters and brothers in higher institutes look at us, and we look to them in awe.
now it's the other way round. oh and did i not mention that a lil' girl looked at me when i was walking, and i totally felt like it was me looking at an older student i junior college back when i was a kid.

i dont know. but life's a circle; i always believed in that.

love, feminine.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S! :D

yesterday's PHYSICS lesson was one of the FUNNEST this year! pardon my grammatical error, HAHA! photonics lab was amazing. okay, perhaps Mr Chua wants us to start LOVING PHYSICS. check out the photos on FB!

today was an extremely short day, ended school around 1pm. felt like i was wasting precious time, BUT i didnt feel like doing anything either. this week had been TIRING, drained of all my energy, awaiting for thursday's arrival. here it is, yet im not feeling exceptionally happy or whatsoever. it's just another day, RAWR.

WENDY came back to school yesterday. made me realised how time FLIES like ZOOOOOOM!
last year in Aug, our tears bid her farewell, this year March, she's back in school again, even tho it was just for a day, it felt great(: LIMMY's soccer match was exhilarating and my HEART SKIPPED MANY BEATS, HAHA! tho both parties came to a draw, it was a match worth watching, like totally. AND wendy if youre reading this, THEY CANT HEAR US CHEER ON THE GRANDSTAND, AT ALL. WTH ): HAHA!

&WEN, thank you for listening to me yesterday. i really appreciated it (: LOVE!

today, he suddenly appeared on my mind; it was a couple of years back since i had that feeling. like there's still an unfinised story. it was too abrupt an ending.

HECK! i shall focus on my studies and keep wearing NOEL's uniform :D i know Deborah, you'll be laughing when you read that line :D

DEBORAH, WILLA, HUITING & I HEARTZZZZ MR SHANKAR!

CIAOS!

**A'level's timetable's out, remember to check it out yes!

love, feminine.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

sometimes, lil' things that happens in life makes me think WHAT IS LIFE ABOUT?
& sometimes, before you sleep, you close your eyes and think, and think and think.
why do things happen this way? why did this person do that? have i wasted my day away? have i done something meaningful today? what is meaningful? and then you find it so hard to stop your mind from thinking, and then it becomes a chore to sleep. and then and then...

im not trying to be emo here. im far from being emo, HAHA. i cant bring myself to be emo.
but, sometimes, you question life too, dont you? (:

so, what is life?
what is today?

love, feminine.